Skirting the Issue

I always thought I didn’t have fantasies.  I think I do… they’re just unrealized really.  I’m moreso about the feeling than about imagery.  Focus on how good it feels to be touched in a certain way… bam. Wet. Visualising stuff…. meh…. it’s there but not as intense. However, erotica…. seriously makes me horny.  Must be the descriptions.

Last week I was wearing a fabulous pencil skirt when I was meeting the bf.  And for most of the time I kept thinking how I really wanted him to do some skirt action… how absolutely melted I would be if he stuck his hand up my skirt and then slip into my underwear for some intimate time with the Clit… and basically going on from there.  I really wanted him to fuck me while wearing my skirt. And then later that night, I fantasized about being pressed up against the wall with my skirt over my thighs just fucking like there’s no tomorrow.  And it made me feel grand… mind you that also could’ve been the masturbation doing that… but still.  Fucking with a skirt. I want.

And just to go at really hard.  Not some pansy thrusting… frantic, and passionate.  One of my favourite sex scenes is regular literature is in Atonement when Robbie and Cecilia are in the library. It seems so passionate and perfect… I loved it.  And plus I’ve been watching alot of Mad Men…. garters, pencil skirts, corset like objects.  My favourite lingerie comes from that era really. I need to go shopping….

First Time Fucking!

 V Card was cashed today.  It’s great.  Exactly what I expected but less awkward than I thought it would be… which is always good.

This isn’t the first time I tried… the other few times…. it just hurt too much for me to go all the way.  But today… I made it through.  Such an Olympic feat!  And god… sex is fantastic.  Of course I have no other comparison really…. but for a first time I like to think it went exceptionally well.  I think alot of it has to do with the person you’re with… my bf is a fantastic one.  He was very patient with me… lol.  I was the impatient one.  Which is an interesting dynamic I think.  Mm… so satisfying.  I was totally up to another round… but the more rational side was thinking perhaps Her Vadgesty needs to take a break before another round.  

Anyways. Rambling. Here’s a List of Things I’ve Learned Today (Mainly because I feel the need to really stew over it… in a good way of course):

-There’s no better saying in the world than “Fuck me harder”  Best. Line. Ever.  Said by either party really.

-Never approach it scientifically… I… er tend do that.  I should really just let my hormones do their work.

-I think I would prefer Reverse Cowgirl.  I like being kind of dominant.  Howevs… nothing wrong with being submissive at times.

-I heard this before… but again.. never really experienced.  Different stimulation.. different feeling.  I didn’t orgasm on penetration… but that will come later, with practise methinks.  The feeling was more intense with clit action… but pentration is a deeper feeling… lol which makes sense.

-Angle and lube.  They help really.

-Sex is fun.  I want more.

I’m all sore…. but content in a way different way.  I’ll add more later.